It been so long I even come back here... I feel like a lot of things in my mind, I almost can't breathe at all.. I bet this is call adult's life huh.. Many things had changed, even relationship... I really don't know what she wants or I want? We are having cold war, we really get heated up by just minor stuffs..

But I could say that she is not the one, that I couldn't talk to her about any stuff..I had to be very careful with my every words that I say... Even since, she start to working outside and I'm in the army, both of us think differently... As the time goes by, distance between us has getting longer and longer... I asked myself "Why everything seem so wrong to me? Is my effort not enough?"

When can I get out of the darkness and find the light?

Am I not ready yet?

I feel like talking, yet none is in my mind, even she...

Finally our block leave is over! And that is a bad thing! Going to unit mean everything got to start all over again... at least still someone i know accompany me to the same unit.. got to wake 0530 to do everything and reach there 0730.. Nvm! Go there and Enjoy! Got to slp soon.. First day to unit cannot late ar..HAHA!

Well~Well~Well~! Seem like we back to normal.. But there is some changes going on here and there?

After so many months, coming to 8th month... Everything ended with a pathetic full stop, but i dun understand why at all. Why it is so easily to destroy what we had done, something that we had put so much effort in it?

She always make my day better...She is my angel that without wings...

Just woke up!

Got to prepare to go work!

Sleepy!

Lazy!

:)

Been drinking all night along for three days.. I think i have to stop drinking anymore for some reasons.. I hate it when i didn't know wat i doing or whether i doing the right thing.. so ya, i going to say NO to drink anymore!

Oh man! Having a Hangover!

well, yesterday was totally awesome.. Wonderful Dinner, Wonderful Frens, Wonderful Drinks..However, i surrendered too early.. my mind, stomach and my liver dun allow me go further anymore, i was at my limit..

Something is bothering about me?? Well, someone asked me a qn.. actually me myself dun know and dun know how to answer.. Wat i did was simply bluff my way through~